29. jaanuar 2011

poolpäev, sajas vähemalt.

Maailm töötab taas normaalsel kombel ja see on tegelikult tänase päeva parim uudis. Ainuke uudis, kui aus olla, sest ma ei ole jälle mitte midagi teinud. Homme tuleb kindlaks teha, et kõik ikka teaksid, ma ei lähe esmaspäeval kooli.

Natuke nõme on niiviisi praegu olla. Tundub, et kui ma ei pyhenda iga ärkveloldud hetke peaaegu paaniliselt kiirele heegeldamisele või nõelumisele või kõlamisele, ei tee ma yldse kunagi midagi kasulikku või abiksolevat. Keegi ei heida seda veel ette. Veel. Aga ometi tundub isegi pisike arvutimängupaus logardlusena. Kyllap see mingil määral ongi, aga tuleb töönädalat oodata, et selgust saada.

Oleksin tahtnud tegelikult juba eile oma asjaajamised ära ajada, aga selgus, et eile oli kuu viimane reede ja selle kohta kehtivad erireeglid, nimelt on asjade ajamise paik lahti kell 8.15-10.00. See on ogaralt vara mu jaoks ja niipalju kui ma võrgust uurinud olen, ei olnud reedel yhegi paberi tähtaeg. Tundub natuke liig ärgata yles kell varavara, kobistada omade paberitega kuhugi Tondile, et võibolla saada teada vaid seda, et kahju, kullake, sina raha ei saa.

Kuulan eriliselt intensiivselt seda yhte laulu, mille kohta ma olen paar korda öelnud, et laulja teeb häälega seal mingit iiriskommi-asja. See mõjub peaaegu yle mõistuse šefilt viimasel ajal, ma ei tea päris täpselt, miks. Tähelepanu yhe asja juures hoidmisega on suured raskused - seda postitust kirjutan juba kolmandat või neljandat hoogu.

Nii ongi.

2 kommentaari:

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Ma ei saa jätta tegemata iroonilis-demotiveerivat postitust.

See ei ole just paljulubav algus "iseseisvaks eluks" kui sa ei viitsi oma pabereid võimalikult vara(=lootus rahale võimalikult vara) korda ajada seetõttu, et tuleb hommikul varakult ärgata.

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